Christmas thoughts

Been a while... Lot to do with xmas, and my finals. But now, when christmas eve is over I've some time to write again.=)
Christmas gifts is always exiting to open, and to see the reaction to everyone when the floor under the christmas tree is slowly emptying. Now the best place to be is inside, next to the fireplace, watching the snow falling down and covering everything with piles of snow. Winter wonderland for sure. And I'm loving it=)
Zee ya!

A scream into the silent forest

Still working on my final exam, and the stress kind of hit me last night. Late in the evening I HAD to go to our cabin in the forest, I would not be able to wright anywhere else but at the cabin, weird right? At 9 pm I start to walk, into the very silent, and very dark forest. Not my best idea. Try to walk in the dark, on a snowy forest road you haven't walked on for years, with your backpack full of books. Well, I must have walked off a lot of frustration, 'cause I suddenly realized that what I was doing was completely idiotic. No way in hell I would actually find my way to the cabin. But something good always comes out of these idiotic fits, 'cause I got to straighten out my thoughts, that's been kind of messy the last couple of days. So when I came home, was ready to turn the page and start at a new leaf today. Fingers crossed, hope it wasn't all for nothing.
Zee ya!

Starting over

Another day, another week, a new possibility to do great things, still, I often wonder if there really is anything like new beginnings and a fresh start. To me it has recently seemed that no matter when or where you try to start over, there is always something holding you back. Memories, bad habits, something will always be the same. Me, I'm lazy and I can't seem to shake that bad habit, event though I'm older and know how stupid it is, I can't seem to shake it. Wonder if it is genetic?
Zee ya!

Head full of....

Sometimes it feels like my head is about to explode, because it's not room for anything more inside. But still you can't seem to grasp what is bottled up in there. Ever felt like that? I've had that feeling one to many time not to know it by know, and today my head was like that. It felt packed, but I was unable to get anything reasonable out of it. The thing I don't understand with this, is that it almost always happens when I really not have time for a dysfunctional brain, like in the middle of my exams.
Ever heard about a store that holds brains? 'Cause I cold certainly need one right now.
Zee ya!

Just getting started

First post on my new blogg.
December has turned the page on my calendar. Snow is falling outside my window, and with Mac on my lap, I'm ready for two things; my last exam of the year, then Christmas=) Looking forward - - ->
Zee ya!